On Forgiveness...

What do I want?

I want them to understand how and why I feel the way I do.

I’ve raged for days in my mind, out loud and in writing. I’ve had trouble sleeping and getting thru my days...

I need to ACCEPT that they do not understand what this means to me or why it means so much. Knowing that they don’t understand is not enough, because then my mind tells me I need to make them understand. I need to fully accept it as okay that they don’t understand. I don’t fully understand myself why it means so much and that’s okay too.

People are different and what works for one person may not work for another.

I fully accept that you don’t understand me and I take full responsibility for my feelings.